Open Question: Is it possible that at age 15 I am turning straight?
Since I started puberty I have always thought I was a lesbian because I didn't feel much for guys, but I felt emotional or romantic feelings for girls, and some strong crushes. I am starting to think that has stopped (although I'm not 100% sure because I'm VERY confused about my sexual orientation at the moment), and I've started having sexual feelings for guys, although nothing much romantic or emotional, and the concept of having a boyfriend seems okay. Lately I haven't been having many feelings about guys or girls because I've been questioning my sexual orientation so much. Last night I had a lesbian dream that I enjoyed during the dream but when I woke up I didn't feel anything for it, so I'm wondering that I may be blocking these lesbian feelings (which I don't really think I'm doing). Help, I'm scared!
Open Question: Recurring Zombie Dreams?
I have had recurring zombie dreams since I was almost 15, I'm now 20 and in college, living at school. What does it mean to dream about zombies? In the dreams I'm usually fighting them off and running to find a safe place. I will sometimes see my family in my dreams and it's like I'm trying to protect them. Sometimes there will be someone who isn't in my family and they always do something to let something bad in, or it's someone I know doing it and I'm always trying to prevent it. At other times in these dreams I can never seem to lock the door, it's like it's broke or something. From the ones I still remember a couple of these zombie dreams have been in or around my house. Any clue to what these mean? It's almost like all I dream are bad dreams they never seem to be "nice" ones. Something bad is always happening I rarely have something good happening in my dreams and it's been happening for awhile. I have always since I was around 13 will go weeks without remembering dreams and a few times 2 months without having them, then it stops and I will start having them again but almost always something bad is happening and then sometimes once in awhile there are nice dreams. I also sometimes stay up really late on weekdays only getting 5, 4 hours of sleep but then I sleep in on weekends.
Open Question: Where would you rate my rap lyrics?
On a scale of 1-10?
ultrasonic robot, hate fuels the machine
this is war in the east praise the newest ragime
the fluid that cleans, ammonina solution
Great Flood of Noah, i flow retrobution
no introducing alien DNA to the have nots
i want to harvest your brains for the galatic market like cash crops
the immaculate shone, i craft and laugh from the throne
anger attacks and blast in half from a gat to the dome
accurate chrome, lyrics reflecting sun light
don't act rash Just Think like Numb right?
i channel this enegry like i spoke to the dead
not the demon of eden i just wrote what he said
i go in your head and unlock with submliminal penmenship
i chop up and stop the cyclical messages
my sentances seek to sever your neck you'll never make it
cause every second of your life is one more for me to take it
i swore an oath, y'all just swear in lewdness
thats why there's that dude in the back that blares "Oh! Schoolage!"
foolish, y'all great the invasion
im the one that gives Atlas his two week vacation
y'all faggots in rap, can't stop feeling yourself
you don't have rules, just between the knees and the belt
when im gleeming y'all melt, i focus my banter
y'all drop blow like a homo i drop blows like a hammer
open scrolls with my anger intensify its beams
military minded like semper fi marines
i lead you down a path of ruin like a pide piper
horror verse nerd core, i tie nooses you tie fighters
the physcopath makes the light go fast, your knocked out
ya'll shit is obviously insipid so i walk out
and block out the screams, you can't wake from nightmares
Arakiel infects your dreams when i write fears
Open Question: Attention fellow Americans: Are you aware of this additional piece of scam in the health care bill?
My source: http://www.cnsnew.com/news/article/56572
Read it for yourself. Now, allow me to clarify.
This is yet another case where your government thinks it knows better than you. You don't have the capability to act smartly or to make decisions on your own. So instead, the government is going to HELP you. You don't have the common sense to know that a bag of chips has salt, so the government is goind to HELP you.
Vending machine owners, according to the proposed health care bill, will now be required to post nutritional information about each product in their vending machines. "Isn't this wonderful!" you say. This can only be good for America, because now we know what we are eating.
Really? You didn't know what you were eating already? How many times have you actually looked at the nutritional information on the back of a freaking Ding Dong? You mean to tell me that you are REALLY going to walk up to a vending machine with the hankering for a pop-tart, walk up, read that is has nothing healthy in it, and then you are going to walk away? You have to be kidding me!!??
My dear sheep do not be blinded by what is being sold to you as "good intentions only to help you."
HERE IS THE CATCH: If you own less than 20 machines, you don't have to do this. REALLY?! So you mean that if I only own 10 machines, then the Ding-Dongs in my machine are healthier than the Ding Dongs in a maching owned by someone who owns 50? Of course not? They both are just as unhealthy. BUT WAIT A MINUTE?! I thought the purpose of this new rule in the health bill was to SAVE ME from my own destruction! I thought mommey, I mean my government, was going to help me. So why are they letting owners with less than 20 machines get away with this?.
Here's why.because if you own more than 20 machines, then that implies that you are probably a business owner, which means of course that you are ecil and must be stopped? How dare you waork hard to proved for your family and creat jobs so that others may do the same. Shame on you evil business owner. I bet you have money too evil business ocer. Money to buy fancy boats so the fancy boat makers can feed their families, money to buy a fancy car so the luxury car builders can feed their families. Evil rich buisiness owners. By the way, how many poor people out there create jobs? How many poor people have buisnesses that provide a service? How many of your family members and other loved ones work for a poor person? NOW YOU GET IT? We need rich people! That is the reality. They are the ones that hire us so we can proved a better standard of living for our families. So we can send our children to college! So we can provide a safe home over their heads. I tthank god everyday for rich people.
Back to the vending machines: this rule is an attempt to extors, steal, money from business. This is yet another ATTEMPT BY THE GOVERNMENT TO TAX PEOPLE!! And they are doing it under the DISGUISE OF "PROTECTING YOU"/ You see, they set the fines just at the right amount so that it is cheaper to pay the fine, then it is to comply with the law. So guess what? The business owners would rather pay the fine then change all of their machines. SO NOW, the government has found another wat to steal money from YOU and ME. Yes, YOU and ME. Because the cost of these fines will be passed down on you and I in the form of highrt prices.If the government was really doing this for YOUR HEALTH, it would make the fine so HIGH that ALL the businesses would want to comple. But the government knows that if all the businesses comply, THEN THE GOVERNMENT GETS NO EXTRA MONEY from fines. So instead, let's make it an annual requirement to pay the fine, then we'll have a constant flow of money.
Don't believe me? Look at cigarettes.
This rule is an outright attack on free enterprise and the American dream.
My "novel"? Wowall of that detailed information on our government and that is all you can say. I honestly believe that more of the questions on this webpage should be like this; extremely detailed and informational to the public about current issues. It is questions like these that allow people to become aware and think for themselves. The majority of the questions through here kill me. It is so sad to see what kind of people we have running our nation, voting for our leaders. It is so sick. Kudos to those of you who take this information seriously!
Okkay Happy Kid, good points. Now, my question to you is, If the people just want to see what they are eating is healthy or not, why is our government making it easier for vending machine owners to go with the fine option then the spending more money on posting nutritional information option? Why? Because the government knows that if the owners go with the option of posting nutritional information, the government gets no revenue. By the way the government is not "fining" the owners for "breakiing the law" they are giving the owners 2 options. 1) pay the fine or 2) post the nutritional information. Take your pick! But the "posting the nutritional information" is a lot more expensivesoooo go with paying the fine.its cheaper for you AND I, the government, get $$$$$$$$ out of it.
Open Question: How do I get him off my mind?
I liked this guy and he liked me for about five months, I went to his house twice and everything was okay. Over time, I knew/thought I loved him. But he began acting weird when school started up. He told me that he has a girlfriendthen freaked out when I joked around about being pregnant (not a smart idea). So, I removed him from my MSN and that helped keep my mind off of him for a couple days. Now, I think about him a lot and have these dreams about him saying he loves me.
What can I do? He's apparently moved on, but I can't seem to stop thinking about him. Even though I haven't spoken to him in about 2 weeks and I haven't seen him in about 3 months. My friends say he hasn't been online lately, either. Yet, I seen that he reactivated his Facebook and removed me as a friend.
I still have hope that he actually does like me too, but that's unrealistic and I know it.
Any help? Advice? Suggestions?
Open Question: I had a weird dream involving Taylor Lautner and cops can some one tell me what it might mean (long question)?
OK so today after dropping off my mother at work (she had to be there at 6:00am so we left 15 minutes earlier and i got back at 6:15 am) anyways when i got back to the house i went to sleep because i went to sleep at 2:50 am the previous night so i went to sleep and had a dream that i was in this mansion but that this mansion wasn't mine but it was my ex-bf and that apparently we had stayed friends all this time, and apparently i was there because he wanted me to hook up with one of his friends well when his friend got here he went out to meat him and left the front door open so when i made my way to the front door i saw him and he looked just like Taylor Lautner but it wasn't him as soon as he was going to turn to see me i closed the door on his face and ran to a room to get my jacked (i don't know why i did this) when I ran back to the door and opened it my ex had told me he had left but he didn't explain why well anyways after that happen i was feeling all depressed and left but apparently when i was leaving my sister appeared next to me and we started talking about what had just happened but all of a sudden we are on our street walking to our house when we get there my mom says we are going to pick someone up so we got on the car and drove and all of a sudden two people appear in our car and its my grandma and some kid that i think its my sis friend well when we were driving we turned into the street my sisters school is located and as we were passing the school i see a cop car and two policeman's talking to someone well when we were passing by my sisters friend threw something out side and the police told us to stop on the side of the road well my mom did but the officers took their time to come like if we were not a big deal well my mom started to move forward and i could hear the officers yelling stop and i kept telling my mom to stop but she said that we were of no importance to them so she kept going and got onto the freeway when we hear out loud a police report stating that we had evaded the police men and then followed with the description of the driver and the car even dough they were of on the description of the driver when we finally got of the freeway and parked our car somewhere we started walking just me, my sister and my mom and i was thinking to my self how wrong the police had gotten her description and then we got to my moms friend house but i can remember anything from that.
so what do you think it means?
additional info i haven't had a boyfriend for quite a long time almost 2 years and i believe i am ugly and fat (even dough people tell me i am not) and that's why i believe i don't have a BF, i have a low self esteem and i am depressed.
oh also my mother and i don't have the best of relationships and yesterday she found out that i am bi and thinks i need a talk with the father of our church.
so i am guessing that when i tell her to stop and not go anywhere because the police pulled us over and she ignores me i think its because i feel like she doesn't listens to me?
Open Question: comments and opinions on my romance/suspense book idea (probaly for girls boys would probably not like it)?
I asked this before so if you've already answered you really don't have to answer again.
OK this is my idea for a book
Summary-
Lexi James meets Anthony Mason at her mum's friends wedding. After dating for about a year they fall deeply in love. But then Lexi looses him in a car crash that they were both in. But when she wakes up in the hospital and asks about Anthony they say she was the only person car and no one has heard of an Anthony Mason and he is not even in thhe school records. Lexi is confused as she clearly remembers him. A week after the accident she starts having dreams about him. It is obvious that he is trying to warn her about something but she can''t understand him. When her brothers best friend tells her he remembers Anthony and has dreams about him they become close friends. Her family and friends are all worried about her as she kepts insisting there was someone called Anthony Mason. In the end she finds out that Anthony was an angel of death but when he met her and fell in love with her he was trying to stop her fate. But Lexi's brothers friend was also an angel of death and he was getting close to Lexi so he could take her life when it was time. Anthony comes back as a human in the end and saves Lexi from Carter(her brothers best friend) and her fate.
Ok would you read it?? If you read about it would you want to pick it up from a shelf.
Do you have any book title ideas??? I'm trying to think of unique ones.
What could the end incident be? Somrthing that maybe no one expected to come or.i don't know.
I've decided that Carter isn't going to be the brothers friend. I agree with most people and think that would just be wierd especially for the brother.
Someone has suggested that if Lexi had a sister I could make another book where carter comes back and the sister falls in love with him and in the end succedes in killing lexi's sister. What do u think??? I'm not exactly sure if people would read it and enjoy it or read it and think its a total mess.
The book is going to be in Lexi's poiny of view.
Anthony and Carter are drawn to Lexi because her fate is to die soon but Anthony tries to stop it.
And I think I'm going to start the book with the scene where Lexi wakes up in hospital asking about Anthony and then she's going to have flashbacks of what she remembers of Anthony.
And last thing. Lexi gets minor brain trauma from the accident and people think anthony is just a side effect.
Best answer will go to the person who has the most detail and feedback on all these questions!
thanks to all that answer!
Open Question: Seeking some critquing for my writing?
This is something I'm currently working on. I personally see potential for it to be actually finished, unlike most of what I write. So I wanted to get some opinions from other writers. I would like to post it on a writers site, but responses is really slow, so I figured a why not use Y!A to get some opinions.
I'm looking for some serious critiquing i.e. do you like it? What about it do you like? If not, what don't you like. I know the grammar is a bit rough, so maybe less detail on that and more on the story itself. You know plot, characters, atmosphere etc. Does it appeal to you at all?
Thanks
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Have you ever wanted to inherit the moon? Yes, the moon. That big white ball up in the sky that gloomily lights our dark skies soon after 6pm during the winter season. That big ball we all as kids used to think was made of cheese. It’s that strange white ball we call the moon that gives our beloved planet its strange shade of beauty we get to enjoy until sunrise. Then when the time comes for the sun to ruin it all a sort of bittersweet feeling fills our hearts. Sometimes you begin to wonder if it would be so bad for the sun to die. Just one day, as we all go our busy way; the bright flames just vanish; leaving behind a stony façade in the ever-present darkness of space, leaving room for the moon to continue to shine our forever night skies.
Can you imagine it? A world without sunlight? Some say it is a terribly depressing idea, but would it be so bad? What does the sun offer us that the moon can’t? Both offer light that is if you don’t account for the level brightness. Sure it provides heat, but it’s nothing a open fire can’t fix. Scientist say the reason for moonlight is because of sunlight and that it goes hand in hand. But I say nay. I believe the moon is itself magical.
I sometimes wonder if heaven was up in the moon and hell is on earth. There is so much pain on earth. Then again it isn’t Mother Nature’s fault. No, can’t blame Mother Nature for that. I blame humans. What if you could live alone on the moon, by yourself? Would you do it? Complete silence all around and no words of hate or actions of violence. Oh but what another bittersweet dream. It would be lonely, to not have another body next to you. To not have someone to hold, to press skin against skin, to feel the warmth of the other, or to feel the feeling you get once your lips and hers press softly together.
I remember how once long ago my days consisted of bitten down pills and sulfuric silver like taste on my tongue. I remember how alcohol burned down my throat and stomach like acid. She was the reason why I craved sleep. Why I longed for that momentary bliss that runs through your body as your body hits the softness of your bed. Whenever she left me on the bed, by myself, after every fight, I would just sit their staring off into the dimly lit fluorescent bulb of our studio apartment on Shane’s Street. I’d blink every so often and see different shades of color and shapes. My eyes stung and were dry whenever I tried to rub the sleep off my eyes. The dark circles under my dreary eyes became a shade darker every day as the skin of my lower lid began to sag. There was time when I came home one day to find her sitting naked in the back corner of the studio. She had her head against the corner, and thinly arms wrapped around her legs. The bangs of her pale blonde hair slight covered her face, leaving the tears that streaked down the pale complexion of her cheek unnoticed. I dropped my bag onto the wooden floor, leaving the door open, and tried to go to her. But she just screamed for me to stop. Just screamed, no eye contact just screamed. She didn’t even specify me or anybody. She just screamed “stop!” And every inch of movement brought the screaming a pitch higher.
Open Question: how to stop wet dreams?? please help?
I am getting wet dreams once in two days.This wet dreams makes me to lose stamina .I don't like to masturbate also . Is there any way to stop wet dreams . please help
Open Question: Has this guy really changed?
So I used to go out with this guy for a month or so and he was constantly a douche to me. He would drink, party, and do drugs and would be rude to me except for the occasional long talks on the phone. Now 2 years later he has started talking to me again and he has stopped doing drugs and is enlisting in the army bootcamp next year. He's trying to turn his life around. He constantly apologizes to me about the past whenver I bring it up and he's told me that he has had dreams of us getting back together and starting a family.
I really enjoy his company and love talking to him, but I don't know if I trust that he has changed..I told him that it may not be able to work out between us and he told me that he'll also be there if I changed my mind.
I just don't know. How much should I trust him?
Btw I am 1500 miles away from him right now so I sure am not going to make any definitive choice any time soon.
And I am attracted to him emotionally..we just have a connection.
Open Question: my teacher is a sexual preditor what should i do?
i'm 14 it all started in my science teacher's classroom after school my teacher asked me to see him after scool because he needed to talk to me after school i told my friend to stay with me because my teacher he has been acting verry strange twards me ever since his wife devorced him. so i walk into the classroom he is standing there sees my friend and asked her to leave. she walks out i go after her and begg her not to leave me with him!! he tells me to close the door i do i was about to turn around when he puts a blindfold over my eyes.i try to takeit of when he ties my hands together i start screaming but someone not my teacher kicked me in the stomach so now there were two people? i was scared i didn't know what was going to happen next they put me in this car and we drove for like 20 minutes then we came to a stop we get out the car. i think we were walking upp stairs into some room or something someone pushes me down with force onto a bed or something i start kicking wildly and i guess i hit one of them. someone starts talking i reconize the voice it's my teacher he tells me that doesn't want to hurt me but he will if i sream or kick, he told me that he loves to fuck young girls like me. he starts taking off my clothes i begg him to stop but he won't so i start screaming not caring if they would hurt me. then i hear someone saying maybe this will shut her up, i feel a sharp pain in my neck like someone was poking me with something i start screaming and kicking out of control. 5 minutes later i fall asleep and i wasn't even tierd next thing i know i am in my room my parents tell me that my teacher brought me home because he said that i passed out in his classroom i tried to tell them what really happened but they said that it was a bad dream but i knew it wasn't but that was the worst day of my life my teacher goes on like it didn't happen
Open Question: How can I politely let my friends know I do NOT wish to receive their Christian chain mail?
they know im a proud atheist and they continue to send me nonsense bullsh*t.
though some of it is pretty catchy
"Twas the month before Christmas*
*When all through our land,*
*Not a Christian was praying*
*Nor taking a stand.*
*See the PC Police had taken away,*
*The reason for Christmas - no one could say.*
*The children were told by their schools not to sing,*
*About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.*
*It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say*
* December 25th is just a ' Holiday '.*
*Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit*
*Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!*
*CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod*
*Something was changing, something quite odd! *
*Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa*
*In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.*
*As Targets were hanging their trees upside down*
* At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found.*
*At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears*
*You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.*
*Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty*
*Are words that were used to intimidate me.*
*Now Daschle, Now Darden, Now Sharpton, Wolf Blitzen*
*On Boxer, on Rather, on Kerry, on Clinton !*
*At the top of the Senate, there arose such a clatter*
*To eliminate Jesus, in all public matter.*
*And we spoke not a word, as they took away our faith*
* Forbidden to speak of salvation and grace*
*The true Gift of Christmas was exchanged and discarded*
*The reason for the season, stopped before it started.*
*So as you celebrate 'Winter Break' under your 'Dream Tree'*
*Sipping your Starbucks, listen to me.*
*Choose your words carefully, choose what you say*
*Shout MERRY CHRISTMAS ,
not Happy Holiday !*
Please, all Christians join together and
wish everyone you meet during the
holidays a
MERRY CHRISTMAS
Christ is ¡The Reason¢ for the Christ-mas Season!
If you agree please forward, if not, simply delete.
Open Question: Please answer honestly on my book idea?
I asked this before so if you've already answered you really don't have to answer again.
OK this is my idea for a book
Summary-
Lexi James meets Anthony Mason at her mum's friends wedding. After dating for about a year they fall deeply in love. But then Lexi looses him in a car crash that they were both in. But when she wakes up in the hospital and asks about Anthony they say she was the only person car and no one has heard of an Anthony Mason and he is not even in thhe school records. Lexi is confused as she clearly remembers him. A week after the accident she starts having dreams about him. It is obvious that he is trying to warn her about something but she can''t understand him. When her brothers best friend tells her he remembers Anthony and has dreams about him they become close friends. Her family and friends are all worried about her as she kepts insisting there was someone called Anthony Mason. In the end she finds out that Anthony was an angel of death but when he met her and fell in love with her he was trying to stop her fate. But Lexi's brothers friend was also an angel of death and he was getting close to Lexi so he could take her life when it was time. Anthony comes back as a human in the end and saves Lexi from Carter(her brothers best friend) and her fate.
Ok would you read it?? If you read about it would you want to pick it up from a shelf.
Do you have any book title ideas??? I'm trying to think of unique ones.
What could the end incident be? Somrthing that maybe no one expected to come or.i don't know.
I've decided that Carter isn't going to be the brothers friend. I agree with most people and think that would just be wierd especially for the brother.
Someone has suggested that if Lexi had a sister I could make another book where carter comes back and the sister falls in love with him and in the end succedes in killing lexi's sister. What do u think??? I'm not exactly sure if people would read it and enjoy it or read it and think its a total mess.
The book is going to be in Lexi's poiny of view.
Anthony and Carter are drawn to Lexi because her fate is to die soon but Anthony tries to stop it.
And I think I'm going to start the book with the scene where Lexi wakes up in hospital asking about Anthony and then she's going to have flashbacks of what she remembers of Anthony.
And last thing. Lexi gets minor brain trauma from the accident and people think anthony is just a side effect.
Best answer will go to the person who has the most detail and feedback on all these questions!
thanks to all that answer!
OK guys Some people love it some people hate it i don't know if i should even bother writing. And to the people who hate it this is my own idea i thought it up myself and i haven't even watched whatever movie you think i'm ripping off. And to the people who love it there must be something you don't like or are unsure about. don't be scared to mention it it won't stop your chances of getting 10 points for best answer. i just want honest opinions
Open Question: Readers Only! Your opinion please.?
I'm going to publish my very first novel and I was just wondering what you think of my book. Here is an excerpt from the first chapter. I changed the names and descriptions of the characters just in case there are some jerks out there who will decide to steal. I ask that you NOT copy if that's possible. I'm trusting this to you and I trust that you will just read, comment, and not copy. Thank you.
Shards of reflective glass littered the tiles. *Chanelle* inadvertently placed her finger to her lips and chewed on it nervously. Gingerly picking her way through the hazardous aisle, she walked closer and closer into an unknown part of the store, the lights dimming in a ghastly manner. She glanced sideways at her reflections in the mirrors. There was nothing wrong, but it still sent chills down her spine.
The girl discontinued her steps, squinting into the darkened aisled ahead. Her small body trembled violently from both a cold gust of air and fear. Her eyes adjusted to the dark setting and she gasped, stumbling backwards, falling on her behind. Jagged pieces of glass gouged into her palms and she bit her lip as she felt the pain, staring at what had caused her to fall. There were…dead people strewn about the floor. Blood spattered on the rotted walls and tiled floor. It was your typical horror movie scene, except worse, because it was real.
*Chanelle* opened her mouth, but no sound came out. She felt as though her heart had stopped. Then the scene before her altered slightly. Along with the undead, other non-living people were running about, crying as though they were experiencing immense misery. Examining them more thoroughly, she became aware of how they lacked facial features; faceless, having only bloodied slashes in the flesh.
They were all…gory. It looked as though they just came from a massacre, and then arose from the dead, their grotesquely rotting bodies lanky and ungraceful. *Chanelle’s* breathe was coming fast and her chest hurt. She moved her hand to clutch at it, just remembering the shards pierced into her palms a little too late. A striking pain erupted in her chest where her hand had struck and fresh blood welled up, soaking through her shirt. She cried out, catching the attention of the zombies who were completely oblivious to her presence until now. They turned their stiff necks to face her, blood trickling out of their empty eye sockets.
The girl’s head snapped up and she shrieked, crawling backwards in terror as some lumbered and some sprinted, towards her. The horrified girl couldn’t believe this was happening. She thought it was all bogus, but then she remembered. Vampires were real, just as real as werewolves and pixies and…and…zombies!! She knew it well since she lived with her *werewolf* twin and mom and older brother, *Evan*, who was a vampire.
“Mom!” she sobbed as some of the hands gripped her arm. “*Derek*! *Evan*! *Greg*!”
She knew it was the end of her. She screamed as the undead sank their dirty teeth into her skin and-
She jerked up, shrieking her lungs out. *Chanelle* was too dazed to realize it was just a dream. She gulped down another breath of air and screamed like someone was murdering her. The rush of footsteps and the slamming of doors echoed through the house. The girl fell back in bed, staring up at the shadowy ceiling as her door flew open.
Oh and btw, I am only fourteen if you haven't figured that out yet, so excuse my lack of writing ability. But we all get better with time and practice. Thanks for the tips and stuff.
Open Question: Man was this a dream?
To start off I met this girl through a friend and ever since then I started to like her, and the friend who i met her through told me this girl had something for me but she had a bf at the time but she would call and ask me to chill sometime so we did..So Time went by and It just so happen i met this girl again at school and she need a ride since her car broke and ever since then we had started talking more. I asked her about the Bf she had and she said he left her and it had hurt her and now she was talking to someone else. So i knew i didn't have a chance then, but during this time she would text me, It got to the point i knew what time she would text me. So after a couple of months we got closer as friend and i would pick her up from work and chill sometimes. After a while the guy she was talking to had left and she said she was hurt by that. I didn't think nothing of it since she had turned me down before, so she ask me one nigh to stay over and from there we was together ever day. I did everything i could to make her happy i brought her shoes,clothes, I even took a trip across country to be with her, I never asked her for anything, she cooked for me that was about it and love to have sex, but she never gave me nothing for my bday, xmas,val day, or just to show how much she loved me since she said she did, not even a card, but she brought things for her friends and self.I asked her one time to get me something since she was shoping that she thought i was worth and she brought me a lighter. Then it came to a point when she was moving I was the only one who was helping her move from AL to GA and while i was moving her stuff up and down the stairs she scream she needs a MAN that really hurt me then.So now that she is there and im her at first she was out there with no job or friend so i visited her to keep her company and when she asked i gave her some money to keep her going, so then one day she decided she want to end the relationship after i found a note that she had written to an old old old bf she knew that went to jail claiming she loves him and they was meant to be together.So after i stop going down there i would still send her money to help her till she got a job and the only time she would say something to me is when she needed money.So now that she has a job she doesnt say nothing to me at all really unless i say something. She claims that we are not made to be with each other and that we cant talk without fighting but i never try to fight with her all i do is ask a question and she blows up about it and it can be a simple question like "So have to met a friend(guy), ? just to see how she is doing since she out there by herself getting to know new thing i just wanted to make sure she dont end up no where stupid and she gives me an answer that none of my bizness.
All i want to know is, Is the help and moeny and time i spent point less, I mean i never lied or cheated on this girl I know we are both scorpios but god put people in our life for reasons.
And i believe in Karma Will what she has done to me turn on her? Im scared to think.
Open Question: Interesting book idea??I need your valid opinions and suggestions. Helpful and informative feedback please!!!!?
OK this is my idea for a book
Summary-
Lexi James meets Anthony Mason at her mum's friends wedding. After dating for about a year they fall deeply in love. But then Lexi looses him in a car crash that they were both in. But when she wakes up in the hospital and asks about Anthony they say she was the only person car and no one has heard of an Anthony Mason and he is not even in thhe school records. Lexi is confused as she clearly remembers him. A week after the accident she starts having dreams about him. It is obvious that he is trying to warn her about something but she can''t understand him. When her brothers best friend tells her he remembers Anthony and has dreams about him they become close friends. Her family and friends are all worried about her as she kepts insisting there was someone called Anthony Mason. In the end she finds out that Anthony was an angel of death but when he met her and fell in love with her he was trying to stop her fate. But Lexi's brothers friend was also an angel of death and he was getting close to Lexi so he could take her life when it was time. Anthony comes back as a human in the end and saves Lexi from Carter(her brothers best friend) and her fate.
Ok would you read it?? If you read about it would you want to pick it up from a shelf.
Do you have any book title ideas??? I'm trying to think of unique ones.
What could the end incident be? Somrthing that maybe no one expected to come or.i don't know.
I've decided that Carter isn't going to be the brothers friend. I agree with most people and think that would just be wierd especially for the brother.
Someone has suggested that if Lexi had a sister I could make another book where carter comes back and the sister falls in love with him and in the end succedes in killing lexi's sister. What do u think??? I'm not exactly sure if people would read it and enjoy it or read it and think its a total mess.
The book is going to be in Lexi's poiny of view.
Anthony and Carter are drawn to Lexi because her fate is to die soon but Anthony tries to stop it.
And I think I'm going to start the book with the scene where Lexi wakes up in hospital asking about Anthony and then she's going to have flashbacks of what she remembers of Anthony.
And last thing. Lexi gets minor brain trauma from the accident and people think anthony is just a side effect.
Best answer will go to the person who has the most detail and feedback on all these questions!
thanks to all that answer!
Open Question: help,diagnose me.?
I never dreamt, and now I am 14 and every night are having long complex nightmares always, I hate dreaming. When I ask what does this mean i get answers like" it doesn't mean anything its just a dream". I am scared is having dreams like this, normal, does it have anything to do with puberty, how can I stop. Do they ever mean anything
Open Question: 10 points for helping me!! I need opinions and suggestions!!!Thanks most helpful will get the points!!!?
OK this is my idea for a book
Summary-
Lexi James meets Anthony Mason at her mum's friends wedding. After dating for about a year they fall deeply in love. But then Lexi looses him in a car crash that they were both in. But when she wakes up in the hospital and asks about Anthony they say she was the only person car and no one has heard of an Anthony Mason and he is not even in thhe school records. Lexi is confused as she clearly remembers him. A week after the accident she starts having dreams about him. It is obvious that he is trying to warn her about something but she can''t understand him. When her brothers best friend tells her he remembers Anthony and has dreams about him they become close friends. Her family and friends are all worried about her as she kepts insisting there was someone called Anthony Mason. In the end she finds out that Anthony was an angel of death but when he met her and fell in love with her he was trying to stop her fate. But Lexi's brothers friend was also an angel of death and he was getting close to Lexi so he could take her life when it was time. Anthony comes back as a human in the end and saves Lexi from Carter(her brothers best friend) and her fate.
Ok would you read it?? If you read about it would you want to pick it up from a shelf.
Do you have any book title ideas??? I'm trying to think of unique ones.
What could the end incident be? Somrthing that maybe no one expected to come or.i don't know.
I've decided that Carter isn't going to be the brothers friend. I agree with most people and think that would just be wierd especially for the brother.
Someone has suggested that if Lexi had a sister I could make another book where carter comes back and the sister falls in love with him and in the end succedes in killing lexi's sister. What do u think??? I'm not exactly sure if people would read it and enjoy it or read it and think its a total mess.
The book is going to be in Lexi's poiny of view.
Anthony and Carter are drawn to Lexi because her fate is to die soon but Anthony tries to stop it.
And I think I'm going to start the book with the scene where Lexi wakes up in hospital asking about Anthony and then she's going to have flashbacks of what she remembers of Anthony.
And last thing. Lexi gets minor brain trauma from the accident and people think anthony is just a side effect.
Best answer will go to the person who has the most detail and feedback on all these questions!
thanks to all that answer!
Open Question: i wanna know whats the meaning of this ? (psychics)?
okay i been feeling things like someone touuching me when im alone and i have heard things in my house and i have had very weird dreamslike the question i asked.okay i was bending down on the floor on the second floor touching the floor,and the first floor was burning down but somehow i put my hands to the carpet and it was vibrating like if i was stopping the fire from going up ,nd then i heard a mans voice it said to me "Jupiter has gotten you closer to god" and then i felt like a spirit that poke me and i woke up.or other dreams trying to help spirits>?
Open Question: weird dream. what does it mean?
in my dream i was in my old house, in the kitchen. my dad & 2 brothers were there too. my dad was chasing me, trying to hug me. i kept running away from him, and was saying to him ''get away from me!'' and ''how many times must i tell you! i do not love you!'' after i said that, my dad stopped chasing me, he looked sad, and left the house without saying anything i went upstairs, into my bedroom, i wrapped my blanket around myself. then i went into my brothers bedroom, my 2 brothers had both vitamin C & D bottles in their hands, they also had a blanket that looked exactly like the one i had wrapped around me. i said to them ''what are you doing with vitamins?'' they said ''these aren't regular vitamins. these ones are supposed to make you emotionally stronger''
i said ''huh . well, where'd you get that blanket? it looks like the one i have'' they said ''oh some guy we met on the streets gave it to us. he said that if you wrap it around yourself, it will make you physically stronger'' i believed my brothers, and i tried steal the blanket away from them..
and thats all i can remember what do you think my dream means? thanks :)
Open Question: i want to know what my dream means (psychics)?
okay i was bending down on the floor on the second floor touching the floor,and the first floor was burning down but somehow i put my hands to the carpet and it was vibrating like if i was stopping the fire from going up ,nd then i heard a mans voice it said to me "Jupiter has gotten you closer to god" and then i felt like a spirit that poke me and i woke up.
Open Question: Diagnose Me pleasePsycologysts ,doctors, smart college kids, general population?
I never dreamt, and now I am 14 and every night are having long complex nightmares always, I hate dreaming. When I ask what does this mean i get answers like" it doesn't mean anything its just a dream". I am scared is having dreams like this, normal, does it have anything to do with puberty, how can I stop. Do they ever mean anything
Open Question: Eternal bliss-how do you like it?
A man that talks to intellectually and not only physically.
I'll love this man until lemons become sweet.
Until meat becomes wheat.
Not a man who confuse sex as love and love as sex. with intellectual masturbation,when all i want
is conversation..i tryed to be your
perfect imagination,your perfect re-carnation
A man of kind
words of truth that isn't lost in the passion.I'm sorry that i can't fix my lips to what you want them to say.I just want to hug,hold,mold the young
minds and show them they are one of a kind.
I want to tell every disable that
they are able to become whoever they want
and that they are devine.Teenagers jumping off cliffs thinking that the way you find eternal bliss.A blind man once told me he can see god with his heart but you'll never understand until you see things from his part.Words from Martin Luther king "i have a dream" but dreams are strapped with timed bombs so in this case you can't wait or avoid fate.But he found something he was willing to die for and live for which you must have respect for.This life is a ticking clock just waiting for it to stop.But don't wait instead demonstrate that you appreciate how the world rotates and everyone around it,eternal bliss.Now you found it.
Open Question: I've dreamed of a dream and too many dreams.?
I tend to have a lot of dreams, I remember at least 2 or 3 every night. And I usually have good memory of my dreams even days after. I sometimes tend to write them down when they attract me, and it's funny to say that when I sometimes write them, I tend to dream of them again or even continue them. So I wanted to see if someone could tell me what these dreams mean.
1. I dream of myself on the edge of a mountain facing the ocean and as I stand there. waiting, an angel like figure with the body of a man I know comes towards me. With wings transparent, and clothes the shade of the night time sky. He comes towards me and speaks of love I do not know, and as he leans towards my lips. Boom..I awake.
2. I walk about my house looking for my mother, she is nowhere to be found. I come to find out as I look for her that my father are now divorced.. No, wait. They are not divorced, but why is she with another man? And why do I despise this man so much? I loathe this man for just his being, his presence I can't resist. I run all around the place but I can''t find my father, where is he!? I run and run, with tears running down my burning cheeks and at the darkest corner of our backyard I bump into my father and the his just wakes me up.
3. I've dreamed many a times of being chased by dinosaurs. I don't exactly fancy them so much..-_-
4. I wake up crying and remember nothing but the voice of my beloved one saying those words I treasure so, the ones I've yet to hear.. "I love you" ..So may dreams I've remembered but one that means so much I can not.
5. I've had a few dreams seeing myself kill a loved one.. I dreamed once of tearing a loved ones heart out of his body with my bare hands and stepping all over it till his body stops moving. Also vice versa, only by a boy though.
That's a few I can remember at the moment, let me know what you guys think.
Open Question: Could someone maybe break down this for me?
Okay so obviously I'm not asking for a whole analysis on this because it's far too detailed/ridiculous for every detail to mean something, I'm just asking for a simple breakdown of the meanings of colours, objects, actions, etc in dreams and what they could mean in this case.
It started with me sitting in the back seat of a pickup truck (with no one driving it) speeding down a deserted highway in broad daylight. I started freaking out, screaming, trying to climb into the front seat and stop the car when all of a sudden the vehicle went through and underpass. Then, out of nowhere, I was no longer in the truck. I was now laying on my back in dewy grass. The area was very Alice In Wonderland-esque, a forest of pretty trees surrounding a grassy clearing in the woods, with a long rectangular tea table in the middle. Everything, and I mean EVERYTHING (the trees, the grass) was purple, except the tea table and chairs, they were white. I saw a little castle in front of the teatime setup. It was very fairytale-like. It looked like it could have been made out of candy. And it was also purple. Then a tall, pretty but not beautiful woman came out of the castle. She was like a more over-the-top version of Marie Antoinette, with huge hair and a big fluffy (purple) 18th century dress. She had thick white makeup on with a heart-shaped beauty mark on her cheek and violet lipstick. She had many courtiers and servant with her, also in purple 18th century French outfits. She was very sweet and caring, welcoming me into the mini-castle. When I got in there, she offered me anything I wanted, and then giggled and proceeded to have fun with her courtiers. I saw a boy sitting in the corner, and approached him. He was not in 1700s garb, but rather a grey sweatshirt with the hood on, over RobinHood-esque tights, with a pan flute on a chain around his neck. I tried to talk to him, but he was depressed and wouldn't speak much, other than telling me that I could never go home, the other people wouldn't let me. He put his arm around me and we sobbed together, looking out the window as it got dark, wishing we could go home. Then the "queen" like lady interrupted us and told me to go put some other clothes on. I went into another room and some servants gave me some old fashioned clothing. I motioned for the boy to come into the room with me (so maybe we could escape) and he came into the room, but all of a sudden the scene ended.
I then found myself in my bathroom (of my house), laying on the tile floor. Then, I heard my parents socializing outsite the bathroom door. I opening it, and there was standing one of my friends, saying "what took you so long?" as if nothing had even happened. Then my dream ended and I woke up.
Ok I know that's detailed and nonsensical, but could someone maybe decode the little things like : the forest? the overuse of the colour purple? the 18th century theme? the queen/servants? the speeding vehicle? etc. thank you.
Open Question: Hmm serious question about the movie spiderman 2?
In spiderman 2 peter parker is battling with himself whether to stop being spiderman or not because if he keeps being spiderman he can't be with the one he loves which is mary jane. So then in the end he realises that to do the right thing we must be steady and give up the thing we want the most, even our dreams and says this to doc ock. So then why does he get the girl in the end?? He's supposed to not have his dreams come true because he decided to take up his responsibilities and become spiderman again because that was the right thing to do! I really hate that ending he shouldve been left alone sad and lonely. Because in real life thats how it is, it seems like, because ive set myself up on a path of rightousness, to choose good over evil, i dont smoke, i dont drink, i dont sleep around, dont mess around with girls because its the right thing to do and i dont feel happy at all, i feel lonely sometimes, and become depressed, and i dont get the girl in the end. Why didnt the movie end that way? I guess hollywood movies werent meant to imitate real life afterall.
to joe f- how do you know if a person is the one for you? because i keep passing out on girls tht flirt with me im just wondering how do you find a girl when were supposed to avoid those kinda situations??
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Open Question: What is the best.?
Which tupac poem is better ?
And 2morrow- Tupac
Today is filled with anger
fueled with hidden hate
scared of being outcast
afraid of common fate
Today is built on tragedies
which no one wants 2 face
nightmares 2 humanities
and morally disgraced
Tonight is filled with rage
violence in the air
children bred with ruthlessness
because no one at home cares
Tonight I lay my head down
but the pressure never stops
knawing at my sanity
content when I am dropped
But 2morrow I c change
a chance 2 build a new
Built on spirit intent of Heart
and ideals
based on truth
and tomorrow I wake with second wind
and strong because of pride
2 know I fought with all my heart 2 keep my
dream alive
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The Rose that grew from concrete- Tupac
Did you hear about the rose that grew
from a crack in the concrete?
Proving nature's law is wrong it
learned to walk with out having feet.
Funny it seems, but by keeping it's dreams,
it learned to breathe fresh air.
Long live the rose that grew from concrete
when no one else ever cared.
--------------------------------
I cry- Tupac
Sometimes when I'm alone
I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes
I Cry
and no one cares about why.
Thanks :)
Open Question: Which do you like the best?
Which tupac poem is better ?
And 2morrow- Tupac
Today is filled with anger
fueled with hidden hate
scared of being outcast
afraid of common fate
Today is built on tragedies
which no one wants 2 face
nightmares 2 humanities
and morally disgraced
Tonight is filled with rage
violence in the air
children bred with ruthlessness
because no one at home cares
Tonight I lay my head down
but the pressure never stops
knawing at my sanity
content when I am dropped
But 2morrow I c change
a chance 2 build a new
Built on spirit intent of Heart
and ideals
based on truth
and tomorrow I wake with second wind
and strong because of pride
2 know I fought with all my heart 2 keep my
dream alive
-----------------------
The Rose that grew from concrete- Tupac
Did you hear about the rose that grew
from a crack in the concrete?
Proving nature's law is wrong it
learned to walk with out having feet.
Funny it seems, but by keeping it's dreams,
it learned to breathe fresh air.
Long live the rose that grew from concrete
when no one else ever cared.
--------------------------------
I cry- Tupac
Sometimes when I'm alone
I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes
I Cry
and no one cares about why.
Thanks :)
Open Question: Torn in between the three?
Which tupac poem is better ?
And 2morrow- Tupac
Today is filled with anger
fueled with hidden hate
scared of being outcast
afraid of common fate
Today is built on tragedies
which no one wants 2 face
nightmares 2 humanities
and morally disgraced
Tonight is filled with rage
violence in the air
children bred with ruthlessness
because no one at home cares
Tonight I lay my head down
but the pressure never stops
knawing at my sanity
content when I am dropped
But 2morrow I c change
a chance 2 build a new
Built on spirit intent of Heart
and ideals
based on truth
and tomorrow I wake with second wind
and strong because of pride
2 know I fought with all my heart 2 keep my
dream alive
-----------------------
The Rose that grew from concrete- Tupac
Did you hear about the rose that grew
from a crack in the concrete?
Proving nature's law is wrong it
learned to walk with out having feet.
Funny it seems, but by keeping it's dreams,
it learned to breathe fresh air.
Long live the rose that grew from concrete
when no one else ever cared.
--------------------------------
I cry- Tupac
Sometimes when I'm alone
I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes
I Cry
and no one cares about why.
Thanks :)
Open Question: Anyone up to reading this story part?
It's not way into the plot yet, just the beginning. Really, i want to know if the characters are well described or ways i can improve?
thx in advance :)
Fire roared from the middle of our circle. Logs crackled as sticks popped, heated to immensity by the glowing flames as they licked the smoky night air. A low aura of light radiated from the blaze. The heat generated calmed the barely tangible chill. Because this is Florida, and if it’s cold here, then everywhere else must be covered in ice.
Greatly entertained, I stared at the dancing inferno. You know, if you look hard enough at a fire, you can see things. I don’t mean reds and oranges and yellows and blues. No, you see figures and scenes, little movies and pictures. Right now, a phoenix flew, strong and ferocious, into the stars where it burst into hundreds of sparks that gracefully glided down to wet sand and melted away to darkness.
After the spectacle ended, I glanced around at the others who watched the flames. Six driftwood benches arranged in a hexagon around the pit, each sitting one of us. On the log to the right of me, hunched over and mercilessly studying the flicker, sat Justin.
The light from the fire created awful shadows that did a number on his facial features. They blackened and hollowed-out his stormy-grey eyes, pulled his lips tight over his teeth, sharpened his nose and cheekbones, sucked in his cheeks until black holes replaced them; all intensifying the skull-like appearance of his bone structure. Darkness shaded his muscles, adding intense definition to his already intimidating physic. The ruffle of blonde-red hair glowed white. His trademark ‘I’m going to kill you’ scowl still twisted his jaw. Waves of utter hate rolled off him. No monster could compare to the five-eleven fifteen-year-old.
Even though I know Justin, he scares me sometimes. He’s a pent-up ball of rage just waiting to blow up. And when he does explode, you do not want to be anywhere near him. I’ve seen him once when his fury got the best of him. Nearly killed the poor sucker who tried to jack his VW.
I looked away before he could notice I was staring. He doesn’t like people staring at him like he’s a monster. But I have to say, he’s made his own bed.
Tony relaxed in the sand to my left, leaning carelessly against the whitewashed wood. He motionlessly watched the wall of flames, a light smirk on his glorious face. Every muscle in his chiseled body rested; stress had yet to invade. Unlike Justin, shadows heightened his attractive aspects; the smoothness of his face, the vivacity of his big, forest green eyes, the elegance of his disheveled, almond brown hair. At fifteen, he was any girl’s dream, even mine, unfortunately, and he knew it.
Which brings me to his flaw, also known as his ego. It was that size of Texas with the same cockiness. He knew he was gorgeous and used every trick up his sleeve to get what he wanted from you, whether it be money or other favors. When he wasn’t using you for selfish gain, he acted like an ass. He lacks empathy and a conscience, and the little voice that says ‘It’s time to shut up now.’ If you every see him and he’s not talking, buy a lotto ticket.
Tearing my attention from Tony, I rolled my eyes and moved onto the next boy, Jeremy, who sat cross-legged on a broad trunk. His feet busily pushing white into a castle, he stared at the base of the fire. Ticking fingers pried at the chipping bark and flicked the debris into the crosshairs. A toothy grin stretched wide when the pieces popped into little fires.
The dark child with the darkest brown eyes was only seventeen. Everyone looked at him and thought, ‘Hey, this kid can play basketball!’ Well, he can’t. Just because he’s freakishly tall at six-ten and African-American doesn’t mean he’s instantly a NBA All-Star. That’s profiling. And profiling is wrong.
However, Jeremy can run. And, man, is he fast; faster then lightning, I tell ya. You wouldn’t really be able to tell just looking at him on a typical day because of the clothes he wears; loose shirts and baggy pants with his prized Jordan’s. For a kid who can’t dunk to save his life, he loves those black and red basketball shoes. But, when he gets out on the track, there’s nothing that can stop him from setting the tartan on fire.
He has a weird tick, though. His fingers are always moving, even when he sleeps. One time, we tried to stop them from twitching by taping his fingers together. Bad things happened. I really miss that pretty little vase that sat on the table by the front door.
An inaudible giggle escaped my lips as they twisted into a smile from the memory. From Jeremy, my eyes flicked to the tall figured masked by the flames in front of me. However, the glint of silver piercings sparked through the red, indicating the next man’s face. Of course, this had to be Zeke, the oldest of us at nineteen. And being over eighteen meant no parental consent to piercings and tatto
Open Question: Why do I keep having nightmares?
Every night for the past two weeks, I've been having nightmares, and I don't know why or how to stop them, besides not going to sleep. I can't do that though. What could be making me have all these bad dreams? I thought it might be because its so cold, because somebody told me cold air causes bad dreams, but I got it all warm in here for a couple days, and I'm still having nightmares. :(
Open Question: How do I get my friend to stop hating me? Was she ever even my friend? What do I do? HELP?!!?!?
So my name is Sara & I have this friend named Jess and we chat all the time, she's so awesome and nice. Anyway, I made a careless remark when we were chatting online by telling her Seattle wasn't a very nice town (she is moving there in 2010 to because her favorite singer lives there) and she said "haha" then seconds later she went all psycho and randomly blocked me on twitter & MSN & yahoo messenger and on facebook! I read her posts on twitter in another account and she keeps telling people that I am a mean person who doesn't like people following their dreams and telling a bunch of people I don't even know to SPAM me and telling them my name and stuff! It is getting scary!
I wrote her on myspace and told her I was really sorry and she said "I accept your apology" and NOW my other friend Rebeca just wrote me and said that Jess had told her "her side of the story", what story?? I asked Rebeca and she said she didn't say much and I was like ok then. So I wrote Jess another message on myspace and I admitted I was rude and said I loved Seattle and she will be in my prayers and that I hope we can be friends again and then she replied "it's my life, period". I THOUGHT that meant we were friends again, so I check, I'm still blocked!
So NOW I went to Jess' twitter again in another account and she is tweeting even MORE stuff about me and wrote in her myspace status "and to be honest, my friendship with Sara's real done. It's not my fault all my dreams are coming true, it's not my fault I'm in the best time
Mood:adored " WTH!! I thought she forgave me?? My point:
She keeps gossiping about me and telling a bunch of people I know and don't know lies about me and saying things I never said, also telling them they should block me and calling me B*TCHY. I am never mean! I don't think I have ever put anyone's dreams down or been mean to anyone! Rebeca said I was the nicest person she knows, but she doesn't know if she would believe me or Jess!
Should I try to get Jess to be my friend again? Is there a point anymore? She seems so mean now! Shouldn't I at least tell her to stop telling people and my other friends lies about me? It's so disrespectful and it really hurts my feelings! It's getting so out of proportion!
What do I do?? I am so freaked out and confused!?!?
Open Question: Do you think the tag team division in WWE can ever rebuild itself? + DBE Saturday Night Stacks?
Match 1: Singles Match
Sweet Scotty Violence vs Shikhar Sachdev
This match was pretty competitive throughout. Scotty would hit a suplex and get a 2 count, then Shikhar would hit a backdrop and get a 2 count. They were hitting each other with everything they had. Then the end of the match Scotty climbs the tope rope going for a suicide watch but Shikhar moves and Scotty misses hitting the mat hard.Shikhar climbs the topr rope and hits a starship pain 123 Winner: Shikhar Sachdev
Match 2: Singles Match
Rockstar vs Miss Rated R
This match was completely one sided Miss Rated R angry because of what Rockstar did last week. Miss Rated R started off by spearing rockstar to the ground and just hitting her in the face unmercifully.She picks her up and hits the Glam Slam. 123Winner: Miss Rated R After the match MRR isn't done she takes rockstar outside the ring and throws her into the steel steps. She then grabs a steel chair and smashes her in the head with it. Referees and security grab Miss Rated R holding her back while rockstar is carried off on a stretcher.
Match 3:Tag Team Match - Non Title
CM Punk Version 2 & The Funking Punk vs Michael Hall & Chris Charisma
CMPV2 and Chris Charisma start off the match. CMPV2 right away goes for a GTS but CC reverses it and hits him with enzuiguri. CC starts mocking him slapping him in the head a few times. CC picks him up but CMPV2 hits a stunner, he crawls over and tags TFP. TFP grabs CC but CC kics him and hits a DDT. CC makes the tag to Michael Hall. MH goes after TFP with a flurry of rights and lefts. He hits him with a release back suplex. Then near the end TFP is gaining offense he finally hits Punk' D near his corner but CMPV2 tags himself in. Michael quickly goes for sliced bread but it's reversed and CMPV2 rolls him up 123Winner: CM Punk Version 2 & The Funking Punk
Match 4: Singles Match
Undertaker Y2J vs Fallen Diablo
This match was pretty one sided UY2J dominating FD like he was nothing, hitting him with a powerslam here and a suplex there easily desposing of him. The at the end of the match UY2J hits a superplex from the top rope. He starts walking around the ring all cocky mocking FD. He goes to pick up FD but FD rolls him up 12UY kicks out at the last second UY with a shocked look runs after FD but FD hits him with a Dropkick. FD then hits him with the loveless twist. 12 UY kicks out and pushes FD into the ref UY hits FD with a lowblow then goes outside the ring for a chair. He hits FD in the skull with the chair and slides it out of the ring, he goes for the cover the ref regains himself and makes the count 123Winner: Undertaker Y2J
Match 5:Singles Match - Non Title
Broken Dream vs Jordan 23
Jordan had the upperhand most of this match but towards the end BD starting gaining momentum he hit a clothesline, he hit a suplex. The crowd cheering on his side. He bounces off the ropes and hits a Lariat he goes for the cover 1..2..Jordan kicks out. BD then throws Jordan into the turnbuckle he runs after him to hit a clothesline but Jordan pulls the ref in front of him and BD stops at the last second. Jordan pushes the ref out of the way and rakes BD in the eyes. He hits a spear on him 12BD kicks out at the last second. Then Jordan goes and gets the Stacks title ready to hit BD with it but the ref takes it away andputs it outside the ring, while the ref isn't looking Jordan hits BD with a lowblow he rolls him up the ref turns around and counts Jordan puts his feet on the ropes 1.23.Winner: Jordan23
After the match Jordan grabs a mic and starts saying no one is a match for him and still no one has yet to accept his open challenge. Just then PHBK's music hits and he runs and hits Jordan with a flying clothesline he goes for a superkick but Jordan ducks and gets out of the ring. Jordan starts heading up the ramp. PHBK grabs the mic (read promo)
Match 6: Singles Match
Edgehead vs Cameron Hart
This match was heated throughout both opponents for the KO title and Bankrupt. They both hit each other with clothesline after clothesline. Edghead at one point hit a spear on Cameron but only got a 2 count. Near the end of the match The Eye Candy Crusher but Edgehead reversed it and went for a spike piledriver but Cameron reversed it and hit TECC she goes for the pin 12but at the last second Miss Rated R pulls the ref out of the ring she then gets in the ring and attacks Cameron she hits her with The Glam Slam when she MRR turns around she is met with a spear from Edgehead. Edgehead then raises grabs the KO title and raises it in the air. Winner: No Contest
Match 7:Singles Match - Non Title
Y2J The World Is Yours vs ???
Y2J standing in the ring patiently waiting for his unkown opponent. Completely silent then all of a sudden Graduation Bears music hits and the crowd goes insane. The bear has come to DBE, he runs to the ring and immiediately Y2J tries to get the upperhand by stomp
stomping him as soon as he enters. Y2J picks him up and goes for a death punch right away but GB moves and kics him in the gut then hits a T-Bone suplex he goes for the pin 12Y2J kicks out. GB then irish whips Y2J into the ropes and catches him with a clothesline. GB mounting offense picks him up and sets him on the top rope for a suplex but Y2J punches him and grabs GB he throws him off the turnbuckle then he gets down and locks on the cloverleaf on GB. GB in obvious pain crawling for the ropes but Y2J pulls him to the center of the ring. GB in serious pain looks about to tap but he doesn't give up, he starts to crawling his way to the ropes and finally he gets his hand on the bottom rope. Y2J doesn't let go, he utilizes the refs 5 count then lets go. Y2J lifts him up for a german suplex but GB blocks it and elbows him in the face. GB runs and bounces off the ropes he goes for the clothesline but is met with a uppercut from Y2J. Y2J goes to lock on the crossface but GB breaks
of it. Both men standing GB goes after Y2J and hits a belly to belly suplex. Just then he picks up Y2J for another suplex, Y2J reverses it he goes for another death punch but GB moves and hits the grizzly function 123Winner:Graduation Bear
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Open Question: How do I stop it what does this mean?
I met this guy last year in my Chinese class in College; throughout the entire semester, we only started to talk about four weeks left in the semester. As we got to know each other more, we started to like each other. I felt connected with this guy.
However, this story has a bitter twist. He was going to go to China the next year (this year) all year and I would be going to China the year after all year long. Because we wouldn't be seeing each other for two years, we decided to call it off. I said I wanted to call it off because it would have been ridiculous to tie each other down for two years and not really know each other that well.
But now I find myself missing him, thinking about him a good amount - even dreaming about him. I sent him a couple emails just checking up; he says that he is doing well. I know that I made the smart choice for both him and I back then, I just hope that I get to see him again.
I guess I keep thinking about the 'what if'. My question, I guess, what do I do about these thoughts? How do I stop thinking about someone I felt connected with?
I do not want to make it seem like I am waiting for him or anything like that I hope I am not rather - my friends tell me that I just haven't found someone else to focus on. But even if I meet someone, my mind automatically thinks to NOT start anything because I will be gone for an entire year. Also even if I see the guy mentioned before again, he is one grade year older than I am, thus he will graduate earlier than me oh goodness!
This bad luck never ends! Help! How do I deal with this?!
Open Question: How do i stop my wet dreams?
For the past week now i've been having wet dreams, my voice doesent crack anymore though and i already hit puberty down there. So could there be another reason? Or can you have wet dreams even after puberty
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Open Question: Really vivid reoccurring dreams, interpretation?
I keep having dreams that seem SO real. In each dream It's like I'm reliving something that happened that day exactly the way it happened and felt. And I never feel any deja vu or think "didn't this happen already?" until after I wake up. But here's the weird thing. As the dream goes on and I'm doing whatever it was I had done that day, at some point something always changes and deviates from what actually happened and usually involves people I’ve never seen or really creepy things.
Here's an example: A few days ago I went to the beach with my brother. That night I had a dream where I was back at the beach with him. Everything was going exactly like it had: swimming, lunch, the same conversations, same everything. But then it got to the part where we walked down the beach toward where we had parked the car. That's when things started happening that didn't actually happen that day. But it still felt JUST as real. I looked out at the water and there was an island (but I KNOW our beach and there is definitely NOT an island there). I was really shocked so I asked my brother if he had ever noticed it before. He ignored my question. He said he had something he wanted to tell me. I turned to look at him but he was gone, which really freaked me out. I turned around to look for him and there was someone standing next to me. This guy that I've never seen before. He starts talking to me (I don't remember what he said, just that it made me really confused). And then these THINGS start crawling out of the water toward us. I can't really describe them but they were the freakiest things I've ever seen. The guy tells me to run and I try but it's really hard to run in the sand. He kind of pulls me along and we hide in one of those little beach shack things. I'm still freaking out about the things outside because it feels SO real! And this guy is trying to convince me to forget about him. And he's telling me to promise him I’ll forget. Then the things outside are scratching at the walls trying to get in. Then I wake up.
Does anyone know what this means? It's like reality meets creepy-way-too-real nightmare. And the dreams are always different. Any idea how to make them stop?
Open Question: Scared about giving birth to baby #2?
I'm about to start trying for baby number 2.
I had a very unnatural birth with my daughter. It was 3 1/2 hours long and fiercely painful. I needed Gas, Epidural, and Pethidine for the pain. I went from 3cm to 10cm dilated in 20 mins so once I started having contractions they never stopped. I pushed for 1 1/2 hours and 6 weeks late I still couldn't sit down or wee without it hurting like hell. I also had terrible after pains and was so woozy from the drugs I didn't want to hold my newborn for about 2 hours after she was born.
I have a friend who recently gave birth and she had an absolutely dream birth where she didn't need any drugs and bonded with her baby the moment he was in her arms.
What my question is, Is there anything I can do to make the birth this time a more pleasant experience. I'm almost considering asking for a "too posh to push" elective c-section. At antenatal classes I asked about breathing exercises and they said they don't do them anymore. I'm so scared of having another monster birth.
Well, "Am I pregnant?" My husband has never given birth before. I know, weird huh!!!! Also my question was at the bottom, just giving you the full story. Maybe try taking a pregnancy test too. They can work wonders for YOUR question.
Open Question: What are good quotes to use for your Senior yearbook?
Example.
Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.
Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop to look around once in a while you could miss it.
Don't let anyone steal your dream. It's your dream, not theirs.
Do not follow where the path may lead. Go, instead, where there is no path and leave a trail.
Thanks for the help!
Open Question: I keep dreaming about the same thing. Help!?
My boyfriend and I recently split up (it was a bad break up). And now, I keep dreaming about him, and the dreams are about us being happy together. The worst part is he and I don't talk anymore and he wants nothing to do with me. Does me dreaming about him all the time mean something? Is there a way that I can stop dreaming about him?
Open Question: would you read my book? chapter 1 below this, wouldn't fit in here :) be honest. but not cruel?
i really want you guys opinon if it is good enough, i will be writing more, would you guys read it?
Chapter 1
“Marianna come in here now” a voice said so loud it interrupted Marianna’s dream she was having while taking her nap. She awoke and wipes the sleep from her eyes and groans and gets off her bunk bed she shares with her older sister. She follows the voice to the next room which is her mom’s room and walks in and stands there. “Yes mommy” she kind of smiles.
Her mom paces the room with a cracker wrapper in her left hand, while mumbling words to herself. “What’s this, why do I constantly catch sneaky people around the house huh tell me now Marianna”
I stood there sad because every time she finds something empty or just laid around somewhere she blames me because I’m the littlest one of all and it makes me sad to get hit. “I…IDidn’t do that mommy” I said with my head down about to burst out into tears.
My mom stopped and looked at me with her red blood shot eyes and came at me with full force knocking me into the doorway frame. I cry as loud as I can to wake my grandma who was in the house to help pay bills and rent and to watch us when mom is at work. “Owe, stop it please mommy I didn’t do it, it not my fault” my cries couldn’t help me even if I tried.
After my terrible beating from my mom I got in the bath and my grandma scrubbed me down with dove soap and gently washed my hair and cleaned my ears as I sat there to hurt and in pain to talk to anyone but my conscious.
As I got out the bath and got dressed a pettiskirt with pink tank top. I grabbed my backpack and ran to the bus stop to let you guys know, the only place I felt save was at school.
As she arrived at school, she waits for Ms. Sweetwater to arrive to get her to come to class but for some strange reason she wasn’t there that day like she was suppose to be. Marianna walks up to another teacher who was trying to file her class in a line and was smiling at me while I walked towards her.
“Hi I’m Marianna; I was wondering if you know where Ms. Sweetwater is.”
The teacher’s face turned suddenly sad all of a sudden and made it seem like Marianna said something wrong.
“Oh hunny ms.sweetwater is very sick right now, she tells me all about you, I’ll be subbing for her till she is better”
Marianna has tears rolling down her face and she runs away not knowing where to run or hide but she sure did run, because of all her school year she never seen her teacher sick and very sick at that. As I ran I went into ms.sweetwater’s classroom and sat at the desk, as I sat there I was talking to myself pretending ms.sweetwater was there teaching, I even felt my hand raising up to answer one of her many common questions. “Susan had 10 apples you take away 5, how many do you have left?”
But at that moment in time I couldn’t answer because nobody was standing at the front of the room smiling at me and saying “Marianna do you know the answer” and of course I knew the answer but I felt too weak to sad to say anything and as I got up and walked down the hall to go home since I suddenly felt sick. I felt that ms.sweetwater left me and left me for good. I walked down my block and walked up four steps to my brownstone apt home and stood there because I heard laughter which means my brother’s friends are over and my mommy is home because she is out of work. So as I turned the knob of the door I stood there looking at everyone looking at me and wondering if there’s a place where I can hide.
Open Question: i knw this is kinda long but , i really need sumones advice and i dont knw wat else to do?
so this is the short version
-at the age of about 4-5 i was made by a cousin to give head, i didnt understand much so i didnt pay mind
-my dad got into the military because we where losing our home around that time, so we moved
-i was in elementary, and i was again made to do things, but instead by sum older kids and it happend mre than once
-throughout elementry i had a light voice so i was always called gay and beaten up for it plenty of times
-i had sex for the 1st time with a girl in the 3rd grade i didnt bust though,and we just stopped after a few minutes
-i didnt have any real guy friends at all
-i ended up being a ladys man, and i was always with the girls
- in the 5th grade i thought i had a real guy friend but when i slept over his house he tried to do things with me
-6th grade i started to mature pretty fast ; i grew a mostache , my voice grew deep, and i got taller and ppl calling me gay started to stop
* i had experienced many relationships by the 6th grade with girls , yet by the 6th grade all the things that had happend to me started to really effect me ,
*i became confused and my family added to the hurt i was goin through because my dad was an alchoholic and i would get beat and my mom wuold never be home, i felt neglected growing up
-after the 6th grade year was over we moved again to japan
-it was a new start and things became alot better , yet i always think about wat happened
(though in school i was the comedian in class and i always have a smile on my fce cuz i try to make every day worth it and learn from experiances, yet its hard to forget about my past)
- 7th grade i hung out with highschoolers cuz the school in japan was small and everyone knw each other and they where the 1st ppl i met in japan
-when all my highschool friends got in soccer at the end of the year i started to hang out mre with my middle school friends because since we where in japan they traveled everyweekend and where always buisy, so i started to hang out with middleschool friends and ended up ditchin my highschool friends (big mistake i noticed later on)
-so in the 8th grade i hung out with middle school ppl mre (in the 7th grade i hung out with highschoolers more)
-in the 8th grade me and sum guy friends had alot of sleep overs, it was 4 of us and the we usually shared two differnt beds, the friend i slept with. he ended up getting close , he put his leg over mine and layed real near and i didnt do anythin
-soon wen we would have sleep overs we would get very close(his back to my stuff) there was even a time that we where at a mcdonalds and he grabbed my stuff under the table and i jumped
*that soon passed
- then alot of argueing came to the house and i had all these thoughts running through my head and i became depressed yet let no one really notice
-i began to have problems with my middleschool friends and i was somewat alone but i started hangin out with girls again
-i got so depressed once i took 4 motrins 800 and some vodka, when i started feeling the effect i thought about wat the bible says about suicide so i made myself thrw up and i drank alot of liquids my body shook that whole night
-me and my friends made up, but a few weeks later one of em thought i was gay (not the friend that
that got close)
-but i just stopped bein friends with them and i was even mre depressed than b4 yet a few friends helped me through it
-i got over those situations and by the end of the year i was hangin out wit all my friends that was girls and a few other guys form middle school , but also started to hang out with my highschool friends again
-9th grade i had alot of girls that like me (cuz im not a bad lookin person) so i had plenty of opprotunities and i knw how to tlk to a lady yet i try not to that much becuz if they get to the point that they want the physical i may not be able to
-ive fallen for alot of girls though like one of my best friends she liked me and i liked her but we never went out cuz we didnt wanna ruin wat we have, but we would mess aruond and she can turn me on yet anyother girl cant and its been like that with girls i got love for
-yet i feel like the past has had affect on me and guys kinda turn me on also
-i think sumtimes . the bible says a man that lay with a man is wrong, yet it also says he loves everyone no matter wat, but i want a family and kids and to have a wife which i can grow old with yet i think i lost that physical feeling for a women
-and when i do have sexual dreams it usually ends up a guy but sumtimes a girl
and i dont knw wat to do
-ive tlkd to 4 of my girl bestfriends about sum of this and always end up in tears, i dont knw wat i should do ,i moved again nd im back in fl so im not near any of my real friends, best friends, homies so i feel like i have no one to tlk to becuz those girls where the ones i could tlk to and my guy friends we support each other but i dont want them to knw,so i feel like i have 2 sides to me the one
Open Question: I have a crush on my teacher, how do I stop?
please be nice i really need help. ok so theres this new male teacher at out school and in my opinion hes really cute and hes funny. ive had problems with men in the past (either i get attached to them or i cant be around them). and i just really really like him and im one of his favorite students because he thinks im hilarious lol. he doesnt flirt with me or anything (he has a gorgeous girlfriend that he adores) but i just want to get over him! i just sit there in class and just dream about him the whole time and hes all i talk about around my friends, so even they r starting to get the hint i think. please help me i need to get over this!
sorry so many details! i cant switch from his class my school is one class per grade.
theres no possible way im ever going to sleep with him. im 13 and hes 23. never guna happen unless im 18 or sumthing.
no my school isn't all girls. its just that igo to a really small catholic school and the boys in my class are all strange or rude or annoying
Open Question: Am I inviting spirits into my home? Very disturbing dream..?
I am for some reason very obsessive over missing person's cases.. i look them up online all the time watch Nancy Grace every night and follow them.. I also truly believe in the work of physics in finding out what happened to these people and who did it to them.. I used to go to a physic a long time ago and she was very real so now I believe in (some of them) By looking up what physic's have to say about missing person's cases and following them so closely am I inviting spirits into my home?
The other night I had a very disturbing dream that I can't get out of my mind.. It was that I had a friend over at my house and for some reason so was taking a bath.. and she was being raped by a ghost! For some reason I just left her there and went and had a fight with my husband.. when I came back she was still being raped so then I tried to help her I grabbed her hand and was pulling her away and the ghost which you couldn't see had her leg and was pulling her back towards him and I was screaming "WE LOVE GOD" at him to try to make him go away.. She then left and I later seen her at another friends house and she said the ghost kept calling her on her cell phone and our other friend said it was making her limbs stick out so she couldn't move them like an arm or a leg then it happened to me my leg was sticking straight out and I couldn't move it and I was hoping around on one foot I was so mad and was trying to fight him so bad it was like a fight that I was completely determined to win I was screaming get off of me leave me alone very sternly and I love god though god anything is possible.. When I woke up I was REALLY disturbed and still am.. that was 2 nights ago.. and I can't stop thinking about it it was just so weird I mean who has dreams like that.. I am pregnant and I have had more vivid dreams since I became pregnant.. Do I need to let go of my fetish of letting the missing person's cases go? If its going to draw bad spirits and things of the sort into my life i don't want anything to do with it.. or was it just me and my head it and was only a dream..
Open Question: Does anyone know how to read dreams? If so please tell me if this means anything.?
i had a barrel in front of me, the scent of honey neutralised the air, i did not resist and ate the honey, i kept on eating and eating, through out my dream, from the begging to end, it seemed. i was surprised by the never ending honey, someone appeared from nowhere, i told the person, “this honey never finishes!” then from the barrel i took one more sip with my spoon suddenly with one sip the barrel of honey went from full, of never ending to half and I took another and it halved again, i stopped waking to a nightmare.
Open Question: I'm going to Amsterdam next October and have to share a room - will I have a wet dream?
I'm currently 14 and will be 15 1/2 by the time I go. Will they have stopped? I don't think I'm going to have time to masturbate so that's not really an option. I just think it'll be a bit awkward because I always wake up and can't back to sleep until I've cleaned up. HELP!
Oh - I'm going for 4 days.
Open Question: tell me what to do cause i can't shake it off and moved on? and it's getting hard every day?
i knew this kid a long time ago, we both met at school and both of us started clicking since. our friendship was always on/off he's a taurus and i'm a pisces, we are so different but we had fun together in the little time we been talking to each other. it all started after a huge fight we had and after that fight we did make up and swear to each other that we would listen to each other feelings. that night we spend almost ten hours over the phone talking ,laughing and telling each other our feelings and i also told him that i loved him [yes i am a guy i know] but i never felt anything like this before .we would talk to each other almost every day and he was my fisrt male best friend EVER. two days after our make up and telling to each other i love you, he called me that night and said that he does not want to call me anymore because each time we talked over the phone we always argue and i told that him do you remember our promise over the phone last week-end but he still insisted that it was best for us and that night i told him that he had no feelings even a dog has better feelings than he did because after all the ugly fights that we had you're still trying to have a fight and break us up again. he started screaming and yelling about what i said and that's when he said those two words IT'S OVER for good this time, he started wishing me a happy life, happy dreams and all feelings he had for me it's gone. i couldn't believe it but the next day he saw me in class he ignored me like i never existed, he used to sit in my row but he decided to move to the last row in the class next to a beatiful young girl, they will laugh, spend time together during lunch break, i was even told that they go out to parties and make out. this toughts used to stomp my heart at the time.after the break up i would call him many times at his house to ask for forgiveness but he won't talked to me, i wrote him a letter he aswered that the 1st time pass, 2nd time pass, 3rd time is the crash. it was unbelievable that he would say that i'm the one to blame for all the 3 FIGHTS that happened. i stopped calling him until the day that i was moving to the U.S, i called him the night before and i ask his dad to speak to him, suprisingly he did come to the phone and he told me that he was very busy with his friends but i told him that i just called you to tell you that i'm living the country and that you won't see me at school anymore he only said hmm, hmm and i told him goodbye and that's the last time we spoke.when i came to the U.S all feelings and toughts i had for him was gone but i was scared of being heartbroken again. when in school i refused to socialized with any boy or girl i would talked to everybody but never friends with them for example in my senior year i did not go to prom, gradnights,football games etc not because of him but because of my experience with him i was waiting for someone to ask me to be their friends or hang out with them because i did not want history to repeat itself because i remember when we met i asked him to be my friend. now 6 years later specially during the last fewv weeks of october those same old feelings, toughts are coming back again. i started thinking dreaming, searching him on facebook, myspace, hi5 etc.i found myself in love with him again after seeing his pictures almost everyday. since him, i had never found anybody, i barely go out, i never had sex ,i don't date anyone[boys or girls] i don't talk to anyone, it feels like he did a spell over me or i've been cursed by him. TRUST me he clearly had moved on he goes party ,get drunk have sex ,smocking weed and all that other stuff but me something is holding me back i don't know what it is ,even when i tried to found someone they seem to get away from me most people like me it's just strange and i'm 19 years old i've got my own car, i'm 6 feet tall and 183 pounds, caucasian and i have style.sometimes i think he hasn't fully let me out of his heart, is he still holding on to me ?, is he still in love with me ? or it's me dreaming and holding to something that is dead and gone. please help me cause i cry form time to time and i don't know what to do . but i do not want to contact on his myspace or email him because of fear rejection and i'm scared of letting him know that i haven't moved on after all this time . does he still think about me it's that why ?or it's time for me close this chapter. even though i still love isv there any chance for me andb him to be back together because i'm still in love with him and it is hard for me to imagine life without him. i know it's a very very long story and i'm very thankful for you guys out ther who takes your time to read it . i am waiting for answers. thank you.
Open Question: a dream interpretation please, it really freaked me out!?
okay, i was outside my mum's house with my dad, who doesnt live there, and my mum and its night. Suddenly this man comes and tries to steal my mums car. He's really violent and knocks my mum out and im jus standing there trying to stop him from breaking into the car, then, my dad comes over and frightens him away as i run a bit away, but i can still see whats happening. Then, the man runs and disappears, but for some reason, my dad starts screaming at me to run, as theres gas or soemthing, and the man had an accomplice who is gonna light the gas up and cause a big explosion. I believe my dad, and so start running down my road. However, i cant run probably, its like all in slow motion and im hardly moving anywhere. I turn round to ask my dad for help, but he's runnign in the opposite direction and i keep screaming for him to help me, but he doesnt turn round. Suddenly, a really, really fast car drives past and i instinctively know that it was the man who had tried to steal my mums car. as soon as he leaves, my dad appears by my side, then another car drives past, but much slower this time and we can see in. Its a brown wooden hurse with a coffin inside and a skeleton driving it. He puts his hand up to us as if he is waving, and just carries on driving. I then woke up. Please can someone tell me what it means??
thankyou in advance
Open Question: How can you stop bad dreams?
My boyfriend and his friend got in a car wreck a couple years ago and the car blew up before his friend could get out. His friend is the only reason that my boyfriend made it out. He dreams about it almost every night and when I wake him up he can hardly breathe and sometimes he throws up. Is there anything I can do to help him until he turns 18 then he is going to a doctor. Please Help me.
Open Question: Another Dream I need interpreted.?
Alright where can I start;
First I had a dream that I was taking the city bus home, it was a small bus; it was almost full as in 1 person almost for every seat it didn't look crowded though and it seemed like a nice bunch of people, I noticed that the next stop there were a few women waiting at and I tried to see if I could move so they can have my seat but almost everywhere was occupied, so I just stayed next to the window, as the bus slowed down at the bus stop the bus driver let out a female passenger and as she was getting out, he (bus drvier) said a verbally harassive comment to her and the other lady who was getting on the bus started ranting to him about how women weren't just there to be harassed and that they weren't objects. The bus passenger kind of denied his actions and tried to make an excuse and she pulled out a gun and shot him in the head; she then preceded to drive the bus, she started going really really fast, there was not seat belts on the bus so everyone kind of freaked out and started bracing themselves. I was almost panicking but after a brief adrenaline rush she stopped the bus and got off., she kept ranting out-loud to the passengers, when she stopped I think she was arrested and I faintly remember being questioned about the incident and I told them what she did and that it was really nerve racking, after doing so I felt a bit secure.
But right after I had a dream about a Halloween night concert, it was Halloween; I was like a technical support guy and helped when they needed some kind of driver for their audio.
The concert itself was great, I talked to the band members afterward who consisted of goth/dark emo members. There were a lot of people present at the concert; I had a backstage pass so I hung out with the band in their tour bus drinking and sharing talks, but after the backstage was over they had to go so I got off of the bus and ended up in a crowded house. Everyone there seemed a bit spooky and drunk, it was Halloween though I walked around feeling drunk and was social and people & I shared stories and talked, it started getting later however and I remember wondering how I'm going to get home or when I'm leaving. I then remember two guys asking me to come with them to talk for a bit, they closed the door and we ended up in a bathroom, they started questioning me about what I was talking about or what people were asking me I was going to tell them everything but, I asked them to quit making me feel nervous because them asking me to follow them to the bathroom closing the door and questioning me seemed kind of suspicious to me, it's as if they were trying to avoid being detected by someone. I don't know why they wanted that information or for what purpose but they seemed like they were a bit nervous themselves so I felt a good presence around them, but even then I didn't tell them much nothing they wanted to hear. So I think they left and I was left alone once again; I left the bathroom and I heard noises and people all around me, I looked around for a bit and everyone looked a bit unsual but, it was Halloween night, right?
Anyways, people started leaving, slowly but surely then it was the two guys who were last on scene with another guy, the two guys who were leaving were the guys who questioned me in the bathroom; they didn't say much to me, but the let me know they going now I said ok; as they opened the door and walked off the back porch there was a voice coming from upstairs; (you know those things that talk when you walk by them) I heard one of those but it was more sophisticated and said "I see you!", "You & your friend, walking down the porch", it tried to scare/taunt them, they seemed startled at first looked back and up, then continued to leave. I closed the door and I don't remember locking it though, it was very dark and foggy outside and I wondered how they would make it back wherever they were going I felt very eerie about being out that night.
Anyways, there was a guy left in the house with me, he was a tall baldheaded guy, he told me he was going to sleep for the night. I said ok, he closed his room door I don't remember much after that but time had passed by perhaps like an hour. It was still dark and I felt eerie, like something didn't seem right I went into the guy's room and he was laying down still but awoke and mumbled something like "I forgot, I told my dad I was going to feed or bring the cat" (I'm not sure which it was). Anyways I was like oh, I then saw him open the window and jump out I approached the window and looked out to see him running towards the alley quickly I then saw a short ballheaded guy, he had robes on His robes were black. It looked liked they had red design on them as well, I'm not positive, but I looked at him because he was looking towards the guy and I remarked, "Everything alright?", he replied "Yeah, just him running down the alley", I looked at him he looked at me, he had no hood on, I could
Open Question: tell me what to do cause i can't shake it off and moved on?
i knew this kid a long time ago, we both met at school and both of us started clicking since. our friendship was always on/off he's a taurus and i'm a pisces, we are so different but we had fun together in the little time we been talking to each other. it all started after a huge fight we had and after that fight we did make up and swear to each other that we would listen to one another feelings. that night we spend almost ten hours over the phone talking ,laughing and telling each other our feelings and i also told him that i loved him [yes i am a guy i know] but i never felt anything like this before we would to each other almost every day and he was my fisrt male best friend EVER. two days after our make up and telling to each other i love you, he called me that night and said that he does not want to call me anymore because each we talked over the phone we always argue and i told that do yiu remember our promise over the phone last week-end but he still insisted that it was best for us and that night i told him that he had no feelings even a dog has better feelings than you do because after all the ugly fight that we had you're still trying to have a fight and break us up again. he started screaming and yelling about and that's when he said those two words IT'S OVER for good this time, he started wishing a happy life, happy dreams and all feelings he had for me t's gone. i couldn't believe it but the next he saw me in class he ignored me like i never existed, he used to sit in my row, he decided to move to the last row in the class next to a beatiful young girl, they will laugh, spend time together during lunch break, i was even told that they go out to parties and make out. this taughts used to stomp my heart at the time.after the break up i would call him many times at his house to ask for forgiveness but he won't talked to me, wrote him a letter he aswered that the 1st time pass, 2nd time pass, 3rd time is the crash. it was unbelievable that he would say that i'm the one to blame for all the 3 FIGHTS that happened. i stopped calling him until the day that i was moving to the U.S, i called him the night before and i ask his dad to speak to him, suprisingly he did come to the phone and told that he was very busy with his friends but i told him that i just called you to tell you that i'm living the country and that you won't see me at school anymore he only said hmm, hmm and told him goodbye and that's the last time we spoke.when i came to the U.S all feelings and toughts i had for him was gone but i was scared of being heartbroken again. when in school i refused to socialized with any boy or girl i would talked to everybody but never friends with them for example in my senior year i did not go to prom, gradnights,football games etc not because of him but because of my experience with him i was waiting for someone to ask me to be their friends or hang out with them because i did not want history to repeat itself. now 6 years later specially during the last fewv weeks of october those same old feelings, toughts are coming back again. i started thinking dreaming, searching him on facebook, myspace, hi5 etc.i found myself in love with him again after seeing his pictures almost everyday. since him i had never found anybody, i barely go out, i never had sex ,i don't date anyone[boys or girls] i don't talk to anyone, it feels like he did a spell over me or i've been cursed by him. TRUST me he clearly had moved on he goes party ,get drunk have sex ,smocking weed and all that other stuff but me something is holding me back i don't know what it is ,even when i tried to found someone they seem to get away from me most people like me it's just strange and i'm 19 years old i've got my own car, i'm 6 feet tall and 183 pounds, caucasian and i have style.sometimes i think he hasn't fully let me out of his heart, is he still holding on to me ?, is he still in love with me ? or it's me dreaming and holding to something that is dead gone. please help me cause i cry and don't what to do . but i do not to contact on his myspace or email him because of fear rejection. does he still think about me it's that why ?or it's time for me close this chapter. thank you
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